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[Dec. 8th, 2009|10:55 am] |
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i think any person who knows me (um, in real life, moreso that livejournal life...) knows that i would happily have no friends rather than ones that are sneaky or disrespectful or dishonest or disrespectful or disrespectful that dude has disrespected me and i am cutting him off!! |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2009|01:52 pm] |
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reminded everyday recently that nothing is magical and everything is a fluke and i am very, very lucky |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|09:24 pm] |
livejournal,
lately i cannot complain about my life being boring. it is the anti-snooze. a good boy came to visit for 2 weeks and i learned a lot about his 1 year changes as well as my own 1 year changes. i did not learn a lot about general physical anthropology. that is a big problem. my school work is on the back left burner and that needs to change! this boy made studying difficult!
i am having a ton of fun this semester but i am finding myself slacking off in every other dept.
it is one of those scenarios that i've heard so many people experience but never thought it'd happen to me.
it is not going to happen to me i am turning around on this day |
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[Oct. 13th, 2009|02:28 pm] |
i have to tell you that upon getting any sort of recognition for being awesome in any way i usually slack off. that is to say, when i start dating someone or whatever i can easily let my schoolwork slip and the other stuff, as well. so as of late i'm trying to resurrect balance in my life- i am trying!
playlist these days is mostly wavves, "mickey mouse" (sorry animal collective but damn this song is catchy..)(http://www.thefader.com/2009/07/21/wavves-mickey-mouse-mp3/)
and jay z ft. alicia keys, "empire state of mind" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bm61weFrK4c)
also atlas sound, "walkabout" & "shelia"
ALL SO GOOD! |
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|02:22 pm] |
gosh my sister is so cute and smart and level-headed.
my dad is less level-headed but he is still remarkably smart and cute.
i really love them both so much and am probably going to use my weekend off to see them
even though it's my first weekend off in a long time and i have new friends to hangout with!
it feels weird to love my family this much and actually makes me kind of nervous |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|02:56 pm] |
today my facebook was bombarded by floridians telling me that the weather is awesome! and it is! right now i am sitting on my porch being in love with florida. yeaaahh buddy. maybe i won't go back inside until march, who is to say. anywhom, here is a picture of me recently and a list of this month's good ideas
caramel oreo milkshake yyyeah!
goth night
dreamy enc prof
dubstep
miley cyrus, "PARTY IN THE U.S.A." |
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[Sep. 12th, 2009|08:41 am] |
yo
lately i feel like i am the girl with 4 corners and 4 symmetrical sides. that is because i don't drink or do drugs and they do but that is ok, it really doesn't bother me at all. the other night i wanted to meet up with this boy but insisted he came over because i was too sleepy to leave. he drove over drunk! and i guess i got worked up and he used the 'c' word on me.
that's right
he told me to chill
god i hate when people use that word i actually see red when it is said to me
and i am not a very angry person
but i was on this night
and we're not friends anymore; i can't really afford to lose friends, but whew if i was killed by a drunk driver youd better believe i would haunt their shit forever. and worse!!! if someone i knew or liked was killed/injured by a drunk driver i really don't know if i would ever chill again. it is just such an extremely unfair way to go out and i feel so sorry for anyone affected by it. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2009|02:11 pm] |
life is iced lightning; it is flying by and every day is over before i am fully awake. i am at school always and meeting new people every day! work is awesome, too. today i feel grateful for every single thing in my lap thnx universe
i hope you are here too |
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[Aug. 27th, 2009|04:07 pm] |
i see ex boy's truck once every two days or so and when i am not seeing it i am wondering when i will see it next. i see his friends everywhere and it is always a beating around the bush awkward scenario. my thoughts are always coming back to him he is an evil ghost that i can't wait to be rid of
i guess this is a little or a lot dramatic but there are few other things going on in my head these days
koneko is living at my house again and that is aaalllrrriiggghttt byyy meeeee :)
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[Aug. 22nd, 2009|04:38 pm] |
hiya! i guess everytime i get bored or reflective i wander back here to write up a grammatically retarded paragraph for internet strangers/ my future bored and/or reflective self. it is weird to think that there are entries in here from when i was 14. i never look back on them because i am just not that curious and they will probably make me cringe. ok.
in two days i will begin fall semester- i am so excited! i really have been waiting for school to begin for weeks.
the us gov is giving me many dollars to attend school this time around. thanks dad for flyin under the radar. right? i have allotted $1666 to pay my rent for 5 months and $500 to cover utilities for 5 months. the rest i am using to purchase txt books and vay the fuck cay! none of us can decide where to go but holy god iam so pumped to leave florida if only for a few days.
that is us cheeseballs at disney
anyyywaayyy new job hooks me UP. i get to keep all the leftover iced coffee which i add half n half to and drink like water. v unhealthy however because caffeine is a serious drug it really is! so bad for your bod. allll right
right so i'm going to go run & shower then we're going to club for the last time this summer.
bon voyage summer '09 ty 4 v. little |
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[Aug. 16th, 2009|10:30 pm] |
grr there is stuff going on right now that i would love to write out into my internet diary but must refrain because it is stuff that belongs on a script for the OC or Laguna Beach or even Gossip Girl. i have never heard about people smack talking me before. even in middle school and points in highschool when i had more than 5 girl-friends at one time; it never happened. i guess it is something everyone has to experience, i don't know. the boy told people things about me and "us"- some of which were embarrassing and true, others that were untrue and more embarrassing. vat-eva. i am over it..obviously.
in other news i ran 26 miles this week. yes all at once! just kidding. some mornings i ran 5, others i ran 6-9. shit is real. long distance cardio is on the up and UP. unfortunately i still get winded after 1 flight of stairs and struggle with heavy doors but whaddya do. i know that this summer i have become physically and mentally more hunky dory.
oh yeah i quit my job!!! whew. now i work at starbucks. rrrrrr yeah. drink it up suckaz
i see a light at the end of this tunnel
remind me to not spend another summer in this town |
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[Jun. 30th, 2009|02:27 pm] |
wuts up baby snails
lately i wake up at 4am all the time and work a lot and enjoy life 30%. it is subpar, a disgrace. but i oughta wait for something better before i baby out. yeah? is that what you're supposed to do? wait around? i guess i already did the pick-up-and-leave-recklessly move once this school year so i probably shouldn't do it again. i work with monkeys.
nothing else much is also happening. i hope bigtime that i didn't turn in my financial aid too late hoooo boy.../ |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2009|11:23 am] |
hey one of my top 3 fav boys in the world might come live with me for a while i am so excited! he is so weird and funny! i think my roommate might think this is a bad idea at first but soon she will see what an excellent idea this is...i hope
other things are neato these days too
a wise lady once told me in order to achieve clarity i must provide it
i am doing this as often and as thoroughly as i can and boyyy is it workin' (kind of)
really hoping your summers are behaving themselves
bye! |
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[Jun. 12th, 2009|09:25 am] |
word biddies
listen i got jobs! v. overdue & righteous.
that is certainly the front page headline concerning my life thus far this summer except some other things. one thing that i can't resist yabbing about in here is that the other week i realized the severity of a relentless crush i've had for ~2ish years. i tried to give him the scoop and wound up sitting in an awkward car. but that doesn't matter at all because the goal was accomplished. let people know when they make an impact! even if "it won't lead to anything"; everything leads to something. that is gonna be my summer resolution. when people are having a negative impact on me i am going to tell them (as specifically as seems doable) what's wrong- rather than just cutting them off (previous years' solution). if i admire and enjoy their company so much that my confidence lvl is transformed into a 12 yr old's- then i am going to tell them that too!
to achieve clarity concerning myself in other peoples' eyes- i am going to need to sort them out in my mind & offer a written report.
hope you're not as sunburned as i am
keep in cool this summer
blair |
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[Jun. 8th, 2009|10:53 am] |
hi guys,
hey last night i ran 8 miles! my goal is to be able to run 10 mi. without stopping by august. i was gradually increasing my distance but couldn't increase past 7 mi. now i am the bomb.com having 0 reasons to feel bad about myself. just kidding! i am still unhappily unemployed and leeching off my dad & best friend. don't worry though today i have an interview with best buy. that would be a really boring job but i am going in there knowing that this job would be exciting and challenging and perfect for me because i am exciting and always in seek of a challenge. errr..
for a while i was doing things like reading 1 book/week and doing good in school and dating a cute boy. i used to think man i wasted 2 years being bored in retail and having money when life is really about having no money but lots of fun! i still think life is about having lots of fun but you can't really have fun when you are on vaycay everyday. ok i guess you can for a while but after a while you just start feeling useless and blob-esque. i am really glad we don't have a t.v. or the internet because i would probably have disappeared in real life. i don't want to be on vacation anymore. i want to be at the v. bottom of a corporate totem pole. i want to hate weekdays and florescent lights and break rooms. iwant to be surrounded by walkie talkies and grumpy bosses i want my life back!
in other news how cute is my kitty kat:
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[Jun. 3rd, 2009|06:24 pm] |
i am job hunting a lot these days. i don't know how to do this really. i didn't know that i didn't know how but i have applied at probably 20 places. for real! i know that sounds like a lot but it has been like 3 months and 5 of those places were the same company. anyway i just don't get what's wrong with me that no one will hire me but whatever i will make more money bounty hunting anyway! ^___^
regardless.. here is my hair now (or lack thereof)
( minus 10 inches! )
otherwise things are supa slow. the girl i live with is outta town for 4 days and i know longer spend time with people really. i am running a lot though and things like that but life just feels empty-esque these days. i don't wanna say empty because i am not entirely unhappy these days. i guess i am just getting lonely. yeah that is all. and not having any real responsibilities (except finding a job) is getting me down. maybe i will volunteer or make new friends or something, i don't know.
hope your stuff is ballin' i really do
love, blair |
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[May. 14th, 2009|06:21 pm] |
yo bros yesterday i cut a buncha hair off! it is freeing for sure maybe later i will put a picture of it on the webnets
in other news there is none
no other news yup
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[May. 4th, 2009|09:00 am] |
i am in bradenton running er' day and drinking milk a lot; feeling awesome almost.
spoke to the boy for the first time on the internet last night:
****** (11:11:10 PM): i miss you a lot baby
miso sleepy y (11:11:15 PM): =/
miso sleepy y (11:11:21 PM): it's probably time to stop calling me baby
****** (11:13:42 PM): is this permission to call you evil sea hag?
haha i am certainly gonna miss this dude's jokes. his sense of humor really matched mine sometimes
in other news i have been listening to these songs on repeat over & over
http://www.audiodregs.com/main.html
and i put a ring in my nose as a joke at first but now i think it is kindof cute idunno idunno
who cares anyway
can't touch this |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|11:14 pm] |
you take care of your first love
you always remember love first |
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